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Fucked Over II : 03.20.03 @ 6:33 pm "i bet you're wonderingIf I had known how much 9/11 would fuck me in the ass, I probably would have been more mournful. I fully believe that for the majority of Americans, their mourning of the 9/11 tragedy had nothing but superficial, selfish reasoning behind it. I'm including myself in that picture. Whenever I mention something negative about humanity or just society, normally I include myself in the negative side. Just because I recognize that its a problem doesn't mean that I have the iron spine to change all of it.
Seriously though, this move fucked me in the ass and I'm realizing that even more as I try to gather things together for colleges.
It fucked over my plan to get four foreign language credits � two in French and two in Spanish. After a quarter with Ms. S in Maine for Spanish I, I was so far behind that there was no way I would ever catch up.
Christ. I hate that man. Almost everything negative in my life can somehow be traced back to him.
No, I'm not blaming everything that's gone wrong on my father. Not even those things that I listed. Not that I will get into my #1 college choice, for the reasons mentioned.
Did I mention that I'm failing Chemistry?
It was so pathetic of me... after four hours of studying for the Chemistry test (that was today), I basically curled up in a ball and had an emotional/stress breakdown.
I'm sorry I haven't really written lately � its a combination of being busy and having the server be down. -Sigh- I've got to stop remembering chicks like that. The problem is, just about every woman is attractive to me. What can I say? I love women. She's especially cute though. Too bad she's like, in college and probably straight... [Random thought: I talk too much.]
I was wondering, do any of you have a palm pilot? Do you use it? How often do you use it? Do you find it useful? You know. I'm really sick of how fucking STUPID my entries have gotten. Don't even bother coming back, please.
Yours forever in the superficial, selfish bull shit they call life - P.S. Dude. Don't implode over the 9/11 refrence. I realize that thousands died and me bitching about how it vaugely effected my life is selfish. No need to point it out to me, thank you very much. The refrence was made soley because that seriously is why we moved. |