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Sleepiness, Etc. : 04.07.03 @ 11:04 pm I've some how managed to stay awake all day on only two hours of sleep (and two soy chai lattes), though my sleepiness has caused stupid driving mistakes (such as running a red light), constant uncontrollable chatter, lack of tact in one instance, and a rather funny incident involving my first soy chai.
This morning I drove to school for the first time and left early so I could get a drink at Starbucks. I pay for my drink, chat with my boss for a bit, then leave.
I managed to drive to school with little incidents besides my normal bad driving. School was rather uneventful. I discovered that according to my calculations, I should end my junior year with a 3.4 for my high school career, which is two points higher then I expected it to be. It helps that I have a B+ (92/93, 3.5) in AP English and I think a B or B+ in AP US History. I get the whole point five added (so the 3.5 in English is really a 4.0), so I'm happy with that.
I picked Jenny up from her band practice and promptly ran a red light (oops). I swear, my sister thought she was going to die. It was kind of funny. I've got to stop being such a stupid driver. I'm aware that I do stupid things when I drive, and I'm working on it, but in a way... I like it. In my warped, twisted mind, I get a thrill out of driving stupid. Maybe its some of those leftover suicidal tendencies.
There's this guy... that I uh know (not going to tell you how, or where)... and I just can't help it. I'm not really attracted to him... (am I?) its just that I always feel compelled to cuddle with him. Give him a kiss on the cheek, a hug... my friends in life will know what I mean and how I am at times. I truly think this is how it'd be in life, too. The very idea of sleeping with a guy... it doesn't repulse me in the least (an orgasm is an orgasm regardless of the giver)... it just doesn't really appeal either. As a friend/little more, I could cuddle with a guy. I could tease, kiss, hell, I could have casual sex with a guy. But it'd never feel right. It'd never replace the feeling of a soft woman's skin against mine, or beautiful curves to slide my hands over... Hmm. I love women so much... I'm tweaking this javascript code that irritates the hell out of me simply because I just can't get it right. It's a cool code though and I hope to get it up within the next few days on my etc. page. Speaking of Java, I think I'm going to drop Web Development (or AP Art History?) and replace it with Computer Science � learning how to program computers and getting a Math Credit in the process. I can learn all of Web Development on my own, as I have been. Computer Science doesn't sound too painful, and learning programing should be fun (adjusts dorky glasses).
I'd write more � really, I would � but there's the little issue of Algebra homework left undone and my two hours of sleep running low. I'm slowing down for a crash landing... /A |